“Never push a loyal person to the point where they no longer care.”— Unknown (via hplyrikz)
“I need a life that isn’t just about needing to escape my life.”— Robert Polito (via hplyrikz)
Why is it everytime youre wrong and I get mad you always have to get mad to instead of comforting me and trying to win me back. I’m always the one backing down first and have to apologize to you even when I’m the one who’s mad at you. You never apologize to me when you know you’re wrong. It might be the pms talking but it always happens no matter what. I don’t want to lose you but you make me so upset sometimes. You never want to talk about your feelings and you never are the one to text first or come to me first when you know I’m upset. You always leave without fixing things and you always push me away. This is not the way to fix anything. By pushing me away it makes me feel like you don’t want me anymore and you don’t care about my feelings or me. Why can’t you just be here for me like I am here for you even if you’re mad at me. I always wait up for you to be done whatever the fuck you’re doing. You always don’t tell me what you’re doing and leave me to guess. When I do call you and everything you always act as if why are you calling me you know I’m busy. I’m always doing so much for you and you never ever seem like you appreciate it. Your solution to it is saying you can do it yourself. But that’s not what I want. I want you to just appreciate me and how I’m always doing so much for you. You say you don’t know how to handle these situations but I’ve told you so many times what I want you to do but do you ever do it NO. That just upsets me more. Can’t you just be a normal girlfriend and just talk to me and be here with me. Just do what I do when you’re mad at me. I never give up but now you’re making me feel like my efforts are being wasted. You always say that I deserve better but you are better but you just don’t know it yet. You just need to take in account my feelings. When I do distantance myself you make it seem like you just only care because I’m about to leave you. I’m not leaving I just want you to be a better you. I want you to realize that your actions always affect others. You said that you were going to change and fight. But how are you going to fight when you don’t even know what you’re fighting with. You said you would fight for us but it’s the opposite. You’re the one who’s making this relationship so hard. I sacrifice so much for you and you don’t even know it. You said that we should just not see each other as much and that it will help. That’s not going to help shit. What we need to deal with is the problem at hand. I know you don’t want to be constantly watching what you say and I don’t want you to. I’m just tired of being the only one fighting. Just because you can’t fight yourself. My patience is getting thin and idk how much longer I can take. But if one day I break. You will know the fear of actually losing me. Because when that time comes. I don’t know what will fix it.
“I acted like it wasn’t a big deal, when really it was breaking my heart.”—
Unknown
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